Cry Me A River

Have I brain in my head?
Still I have feeling in my heart?
Do I have passion to forget?
But I still stuck with my limp heart….

I want to scream but I can’t
I want to leave but I’m afraid that I can’t
Let it be happen but I’m hurt
Ignoring but it bothers me every time

Bee hits me with his honey
Giving me sweet but drive me fly in a dream
I have to wake up but I can’t
Looking for my brain to think where I should go
Finding my real place to sleep and lay my heart
Because it just give me blurry dream and let me die

How fool I am!!
My heart can’t explain what my heart have to say
How cursing I am!
I can’t think properly what right I must do
How stupid moron I am!
Let it hurts me again and again

Likely I am lost in my own world
Arrange my own story life but finally they make me mad
I am confused to find the way out
Just laughing and cry in my sadness
Waiting for the real angel who will help me
Who will love me trully and never let me cry
I am so tired to cry
And my tears have dried
How poor I am!