Rabu, 03 Februari 2010

sucking day meeting my old friend

it's not rarely when we meet someone who celebrate his birthday, we will say happy birthday, wish you all the best, get your lucky and success in career and life, getting more mature than before bla..bla..bla...just a formal quotation, just a symbol or just a wish and sentence, just to make happy someone who celebrate that birthday, just to prove for a respect. But will it be proved with an action from him? I wonder about that.

I found someone, i still remember, he was my classmate when we were in elementary school in a small town. Although i only took 2 years study there, but absolutely i remember how he was.

in 1995, yess i still remember about the year also, he was really selfish. He acted as if he was number one, the most gorgeous person. Forget it, he was just 12 years old, still in progress to find his way.

day by day, with the increasing age and life experience, hoping life and ourselves will be better than long long time ago. but maybe it's an heredity or maybe it's absolutely his character and it's difficult to be changed and he will not have self-confident if he loose it...so selfish is still number one. Poor you man!!!

You know guys, i found him a few days ago. Get down to the earth boy!he is still the same like when he was 12 years old. Still showing how amazing he is, but absolutely drove me sick.Who do you think you are man??? No influence for me. You tell everything so high about you..ehhmm...Poor you!

Sometimes when we meet our friend who we never meet for so long time, we will so pleased..we will tell about embarassing old story, asking for the other friends, sharing about work, telling your stay, your family, etc..anyways telling about something that we have missed so long and fun. But yesterday..it's so fucking day to chat with my old friend.

He told me so high about his job, under-estimated me...as if he showed me how great he is right now with his job , with his surrounding, and with his " new friends " who he thought that they are really " influenced friend ". Damn you!!!

Still the same like 15 years ago. No changing no progress. yeah...everything depends on the person.although people screams " go go go ", but your foot don't want to move..so you won't move and stuck in your place. nothing can change you to better but you. yess...you are the answer..yourself is the answer...your desire is the answer...your ambition is the answer..and your dream is the answer..your move to better is the answer..not just a formal words..but reaction and willing are the answer..and only you that can manage them all to reach your peak of being better than before. Thank you my oldfriend..nice to meet you again in my sucking day.

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