I'm not your slave

I always try to be good
ignoring everything you make cus i think you are a good friend
but day by day i feel so suck
i can't live with these

just leave it after you make it
just ignore it after you break it
just throw it after you eat it
and just make a dirty of place and mind

day by day so boring with everything like these
I'm not your servant, I'm not your slave
we are the same but so different
we are so beautiful but you are less

I can do nothing
I have no power
so just let everything clean and clear and keep it in my white heart alone

being my emotional training..okey deal for it...
ough poor me so so...
even having an hold but it doesn't make me save...
okey deal for patience training...
ough but poor me so so...